I've been so sick and tired of bluffing, stupid students. That's why I spent two weeks for nothing, NOTHING! I'm so angry, thinking that I have wasted my time, and at the same time, I feel enervated.
I still like those kids who seem (or pretend) to be enjoying my class, but I'm sure that I don't like teaching.
Here begs a question: Why am I doing Ph.D.? Then, I feel more enervated, or alienated (Marx!) from what I'm doing. I don't feel like doing anything other than drinking ...
