Oh, man, what a crying day. I cried all day today after I had a hard conversation on the phone last night. CM and DM were patient to listen to me, hug me and kiss me. They are really like parents to me. I really appreciate that I'm here with them. Without them, being alone to go through this hard time, I would go crazy. DM and CM love me, support me and respect me. So, I understand that's why they do not tell me what to do to get over this situation. They just left it to me. I am the person who decides. I know their opinions. They liver much longer than me and have much better perspectives and insights on people.
... and at night, I had another arguing conversation on the phone. I'm now tired of this.