What a nice surprise! YY sent me a box of snacks and ... what is it called? A relaxation item? Anyhow, after five hours in the library, finding something which gives you a feeling you are loved is terrific. I'm very lucky to have friends such as YY and YO and DF and DM and CM ... the list lasts forever ... who think of and care about me. I'm emotional now ... sob.
As soon as I found fukumame, or lucky beans, in the package, I munched some partly because I was hungry (I hadn't eaten since 2:00 p.m.!) and mostly because I wanted to remove evil from my body. I have been going through the hardest time since I came here. I need to ward off pain from my stomach and heartbreaking experience from my mind. I hope fukumame exerts its lucky spell very well.